Introduction

Hi. I'm James. You may remember me from such sites as www.fastseduction.com, where I go by James888.

I'm 27. I am, for all intents and purposes, a virgin. I'm not particularly bad looking. In fact, I'm fairly attractive. I'm not a bad conversationalist, though until recently I did not seek social interaction. I've just not dealt with people much in my past. That includes both men and women.

I discovered PUA in January. I had trouble even making eye contact with women or speaking to salesclerks. Through a harrowing process of forced torture, I gained comfort in bars and clubs. I got my first #close in early April, as I seem to recall. I now #close at least once per night. My current sticking point is escalation and day2s. I have never seduced a woman, or had a girlfriend, so I don't know how to turn an outing with a girl into a sexual experience. I expect to learn how to do this through trial and error, same as I learned how to approach, same as I learned how to DHV, and same as I learned how to close.

My current goals are:
1) have sex with a girl by August 1. This does not include prostitutes. I fucked a prostitute about 2 months ago because I thought it would help me become more comfortable with kino. What I learned is that sex wasn't even pleasurable compared to masturbation. Really, it didn't feel very good. But I still want the hell out of it.
2) have sex with 3 girls by September 21, the end of summer.
3) have a same night lay by September 21, the end of summer.

My biggest issue at this point is inner game, I think. I have a lot of regret for having missed out on so many great years at college and afterward. Regret is the most destructive possible emotion, because you cannot solve it. You can only learn to ignore it or not feel it. The source of sadness can often be fixed. The source of anger can often be fixed. The source of regret can only be ignored. Well, that sounds like self-pity, so I'll end that thought. I need to deal with this regret.

Anyway, this blog is a record of my entry into the wide world of dating and sex. You can find more of my history at www.fastseduction.com; search for the poster James888.